Picture Postcards from the Highlands

I left for the Highlands tired and came back exhausted. Such is the price you pay for going on holiday with Tigger (my husband) and a young, curious Ukrainian.

We’d booked the holiday some time in advance imagining that the end of October would be quiet, a bit drizzly and the perfect opportunity to relax. Ironically, despite the best efforts of storm Babet, the region we were going to was generally dry with only a few rain showers. And with such crisp autumn days beckoning, how could we stay inside?

Scottish hospitality

A trip to Scotland is always an opportunity to catch up with relatives and we were delighted to have a chance to catch my darling uncle and aunt who live outside Glasgow.

Edwin and Morag; Jeff and me. Image: Mariia Matrunich

Despite insisting that we were only coming for a cup of tea, Morag made a delicious lunch. Our visit was all too short, as the chaos caused by the storms meant we had to take a longer, scenic route along the west coast.

Home for a while

Going off season meant we had a chance to stay at our favourite hotel: The Grant Arms. Though rather grand in appearance and impeccable in service, it is warm and welcoming. Most of the guests are wildlife enthusiasts, so the vibe is very informal. Dressing for dinner means taking off your hiking boots.

The Grant Arms, Grantown Image: Mariia Matrunich

Hermione spent her entire stay receiving biscuits from staff and guests alike. She was effectively the hotel dog and received her own ‘doggy’ sausages for breakfast. I doubt she will ever recover.

Into the woods

Grantown is located at the heart of the Cairngorms National Park with magnificent woodland fringing the town. My favourite is the ancient Anagach Wood (where if you are very lucky, you might spot a Capercaillie).

The following day, we made our ‘pilgrimage’ there. The walk down to the river is a short one, and I was relishing the sunshine on the turning leaves whilst Mariia was falling in love with moss. Hermione was delighting in roaming free.

Emboldened by the fact my legs were cooperating, I suggested we took an alternative route back – as they all ended at the carpark. Alas, the return journey was considerably longer and Jeff thought he might have to carry me home. With my legs completely useless, Mariia and Jeff supported me as I dragged my reluctant limbs. We made it and collapsed into the hotel – reassuring staff that I was not injured, only worn out. The lounge has never seemed so beckoning.

Time to rest

With another sunny day ahead, it seemed a terrible waste not to enjoy it. Feeling a little under the weather, I joined the others for a brief trip to Carrbridge before heading back to the hotel for a chance to recover. The others headed to Inverness and enjoyed exploring the architecturally stunning city, the Victorian market and the famous bookshop. The latter made me rather jealous, but sometimes, you just have to accept that having MS means you can’t do everything!

Leakey’s Bookshop, Inverness
Image: Mariia Matrunich

This magnificent bookshop is situated in an old church and packed with second-hand treasures. Next time, I shall certainly be visiting.

Town and country

My respite proved restorative, so the next day we headed to Aviemore and beyond. The town is quite small, but well provided for in terms of amenities. From there we headed to Loch Morlich – a stunning loch that offers sandy beaches as well as woodland walks. The views across the water were breath-taking, with the mountains in the distance still frosted with snow from last winter.

Views from Loch Morlich Image: Mariia Matrunich

When people enquire why I keep going up to the Highlands, I think this is my answer.

After reviving ourselves at the wee cafe in the woods, we set off home via Nethy Bridge. This charming, tiny village has not a great deal to offer in terms of shops, but the river and walks more than make up for it. The opportunity to walk its banks and listen to the rush of water was too good to resist.

Mariia in her happy place, listening to the stream tumble over the rocks
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

And Nethy Bridge took us past Roy Castle and the ever charming Highland Coo, Murdo with his sheep companion.

Murdo and Buster Image: Karen Costello-McFeat
Castle Roy – fort of the infamous The Wolf of Badenoch Image: Mariia Matrunich

We can never resist a cow or a ruined castle.

To the sea

Wednesday we had a house viewing in Nairn. Though that was not successful, our beach walk was. Despite the squalling wind and the strand littered with pebbles and seaweed, it still looked magnificent.

Wild as the shoreline Image: Mariia Matrunich

We trawled the excellent charity shops and had chats with the locals. They are a friendly bunch. I even met one lady who had relocated from a small village near Eastbourne. It is indeed a small world.

Respite

After such busy days, it was time to enjoy my book and the local shops. Jeff and Mariia however, were not so easily satisfied and headed off to the local museum. Once there, they got to enjoy some dressing up in period costumes. Jeff was clearly channelling his inner Adam Ant in his.

Stand and deliver! Image: Mariia Matrunich

A proper castle

Not content with just a ruin, Mariia wanted to visit a proper Scottish castle. There are any number in the area, but we settled on Brodie as it was a National Trust property and we could walk Hermione in the grounds. Like many ‘castles’, it is really a fortified house, but with a medieval heart, turrets and magnificent gardens, who were we to quibble?

A dwelling fit for Disney Image: Mariia Matrunich

Our tour guide valiantly tried to portray its many residents (who we had nicknamed the Smuglies) in the best light. But, alas, even she was unable entirely to overlook their weather vane politics that ensured they always stayed on the right side of any conflict and thus were able to keep hold of their castle and lands.

Homeward bound

The next day was our last and we had a very long journey ahead of us. Unwilling to lose an opportunity for further Highland adventures though, Jeff insisted we book tickets to see a local author we love: S G Maclean. Her talk was part of the Wee Crime Festival organised by the wonderful Bookmark bookshop. But we were still not done.

To break the journey, we stopped at The House of Bruar – the Highland equivalent of Harrods (only nicer). While Mariia pursued the sale section, Jeff and I took Hermione for a wee walk by the falls. It was a perfect place to say farewell to the region we love.

And once home, what did I do? Slept.

Highland Post

This week we’ve been up in the Highlands (yes, again!) The weather has been kind despite the recent storms and the autumn colours breath-taking.

Despite all intentions to do nothing but read, sketch and day-dream, we’ve been busy every day and have plans to do more on our next trip.

Since we only have hours left to enjoy our stay, I hope you’ll forgive me for not writing a proper post. Next week, I shall share our highlights. Till then, take care and keep warm.

Murdo the Highland Coo and his companion Buster
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Dolphins, Waterfalls and Other Magical Things -Part 2

Leaving the mythical grandeur of Scotland for the traffic clogged roads of England was pretty demoralising. What kept me cheery was the prospect of meeting up with old university friends in East Anglia.

Gone were the days of tuna bake and cheap booze in our shared house. These were replaced with Liz’s ornate Swedish celebration cake and blood orange G&Ts in their gorgeous home. What had not changed was the pleasure we took in each other’s company.

Perfect hosts: Liz and Peter Holland
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Though we had left Scotland, it is fair to say that it has not left me. My thoughts continually drift back to those magical days and this post is an opportunity to visit once again.

Last week, I focussed on the beauty of nature in the far north and this week I’d like to turn to more human concerns. For despite the small and often scattered populations of the Highlands, it is replete with cultural interest.

Walking with the ancients

No trip to the Highlands is complete for me without a little visit to the Clava Cairns. We were startled to find that a few other people had discovered them too, but while they disembarked their mini-buses and rushed around the site, we waited to hear the whispers of our ancestors.

Clava Cairns in its Victorian ‘druidic’ grove. Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

The mysterious Picts

The Pictish peoples are said to have disappeared from Scotland, though our DNA would probably tell us otherwise. Though their culture has been largely lost, it is believed that they merely assimilated with their Gaelic and Scots contemporaries. Since the Picts had no written language, it is hard to establish exactly what life was like, but we do have some wonderful archaeological evidence to go by.

They left magnificent carved standing stones and they left the outlines of their villages. In Burghead, we came across a Pictish settlement as shown below, left. The location was ideal for repelling Viking and other invaders and the proximity to the sea ensured a stable food supply. Though the Romans viewed the Picts as barbarians, it seems that, inter-tribe fighting aside, they were a very civilised people, growing crops and maintaining quite complex communities. It takes a little imagination to turn photo one to the imagined settlement below, but it is not impossible.

The stunning location of the Pictish settlement with deep earthworks for protection.
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat
An imagined view of Burghead settlement in Pictish times.

Kinloss Abbey

On our return from Burghead, we came across another beautiful, Romantic ruin. Following the signs, we set off to explore. It transpired that these now tumble-down walls were once part of one of the largest, and most prosperous abbeys in Scotland. The site is huge. Low walls indicate where buildings once stood and a whole section waits to be made safe for viewing.

Though the abbey is ancient (12th century), the place has not stood still in time. Over the centuries, it has continued to be a burial ground. Large, ornate mausoleums press close to the abbey walls, in the hope, perhaps, that their wealthy residents could jump the queue at the resurrection. More poignantly, it is a military graveyard containing a number of much plainer, humbler Commonwealth graves.

Kinloss Abbey Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Castle Rait and a ghost story

Castle lovers could hardly wish for more treasures to explore than in Scotland. Inverness Shire, where we were staying had 69. Venture into the neighbouring county and there are a further 260. Even my husband would not run out! Indeed, castles are so plentiful that even some of the best preserved haven’t warranted a brown sign. Rait Castle is one such. It is found at the end of a farmer’s track, but is truly a fascinating ruin.

This 13th century castle, like most castles, has a horrible history. According to legend, this ruin is haunted by the handless ghost of a young maiden. The story behind it is part Romeo and Juliet and part clannish betrayal.

Here is a very short account:

There was a young woman, daughter of Laird Cumming, who loved and was loved by the son of a rival clan – the Mackintoshes. Her father hated his enemies and planned to destroy them at a feast.

Learning of his devilish plan, the young woman set off to warn her beloved.

The night of the feast arrived and the Mackintoshes feigned good humour and ignorance of the plot. Yet, when the signal was given to the Cummings to attack, the Mackintoshes pulled their dirks (long bladed daggers) from the folds of their clothes and slaughtered the Cummings.

Realising that he had been betrayed by his daughter, Cummings followed her up to the first story tower room (see above centre) and as she attempted to jump from the window, chopped off her hands.

Whether this story is true of not, I would certainly not wish to linger in the environs after dark.

Bookish times

Despite the above, all was not murder and mayhem in Scotland. It is a country renowned for its excellent educational system and with providing the world with a disproportionate number of great thinkers.

That tradition still holds and I was delighted to find that both Grantown on Spey and Nairn had excellent independent book shops. Nairn even has a book and arts festival at the end of August each year. Not bad for a town with a population of 12,000!

On our visit to Grantown’s bookshop, we discovered that the owner had organised a book event at a local venue. The speakers, Merryn Glover and Linda Cracknell were speaking about their new books: one retracing the steps of Nan Shepherd and the other writing about nature. How could we resist?

Perfect books for a Highland adventure Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

It was a wonderful evening, though Hermione could not quite contain herself sufficiently to last the whole talk!

At the same bookshop, we’d found a new favourite author, S J MacLean and now we had two more to add to our shelves. Indeed, we came home laden with books – some old and some new. The clement weather had left no time for reading!

Highland hospitality

And lastly, our stay would not have been nearly so good if we hadn’t been spoiled by the kindness of everyone who helped us. The lovely hotel below, could not have been more welcoming: including providing Hermione with her own bacon each breakfast.

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The Westerlea Hotel Image: from hotel website

We enjoyed fabulous meals and chats everywhere we went. We may have been strangers, but we were treated like old friends.

From hardship to happiness

Times have more often than not been exceptionally hard in these remote regions. Fishing was the main source of income for those on the coast and it was both desperately exhausting for the women sorting, preparing and selling the catch and dangerous for the men in unpredictable waters.

But now, all that remains of these times is the beautiful statue of a fishwife overlooking a small marina – a symbol that could not be beaten to illustrate the new prosperity.

But the honesty and kindness of the region has not been lost over time. The wee cake shop provides delicious treats and drinks and works on the honesty system. The exquisite peacock that resides in Cawdor had been abandoned by its owners and adopted by the town. His magnificent feathers attest to his good care.

A final touch of magic

I promised you magic in my title and I have one last charm. Though Nessie did not reward us with a sighting at Loch Ness, we did have a little magical incident on our way home from the book talk. I was telling my husband a strange story that I had read in Country Living about MacFarlane’s The Lost Spells. in it, his illustrator had been repeating the owl ‘spell’ poem, in the hope of conjuring one to see. It didn’t work and she was a little disappointed. However, the next day her son phoned to say how, surreally, an owl had turned up on his doorstep. What a gorgeous tale, I told my husband. Five minutes later, his headlights swept the wooded landscape and what should I see sitting regally on a fence post but the ghostly white breast of a barn owl. Coincidence? Perhaps. But I prefer to think of it as Highland magic.

Dolphins, Waterfalls and Other Magical Things – Part One

We are back in the Highlands enjoying a Robert Macfarlane kind of holiday, for here, Nature is full of enchantment. This year, we have ventured even further north to the coast at Nairn (near Inverness). What we have discovered is that the Highlands are like a magician’s trick: every time you think that you have fully explored an area, a wand is waved and another wonder is revealed.

Though we have been here just a week, my journal and camera are bursting with observations. I’ve selected the highlights for you to enjoy here and next week, I shall share the rest.

Near Loch Ness – A touch of the supernatural
Image: Celine Geeurickx

I-Spy on the motorway

Our journey was nothing if not fraught. The car clogged motorway slowed our progress to a snail’s pace (sometimes literally). What should have taken eight hours for the first stretch took eleven and not until we were far into Scotland did the traffic improve. Thinking back to last week’s blog, I decided to do an I-Spy on the drive. It passed the time and cheered me, for even the bleak asphalt was fringed with beauty and glimpses of nature. I spotted a rabbit, a deer, baby lambs and red kites by the dozen. Trees were coming into leaf and tipped with palest green; the budding silver birches’ tops were haloed with deep pink. Inspiring architecture, both ancient and modern, could be seen from the road and when I saw a rainbow, I knew this boded well for us.

Fabulous flora

The joy of travelling during the spring is that one is rewarded with gorgeous floral displays. Nairn is in a very sheltered position and has a micro-climate that allows for a wider range of flowers than its colder neighbours. All through the town the grass borders are filled with various golden narcissi. Giant camellias spill their rose pink blooms over the stone garden walls. Under the trees bloom the woodland flowers of white and blue anemone and whenever one walks in the borders between beach and forest one is assailed by the delicious pina colada scent of broom.

Fascinating fauna

Our first full day in Nairn, we ventured across the Moray Firth to see the bottlenose dolphins. We were not disappointed. I would love to include here some stunning photos of dolphins leaping in the air and smiling impishly. Alas, we were far away on the shore and the dolphins were shy- only breaking through the water to reveal their dorsal fins. But that was enough for me.

Dolphins Image: Shelby Cohron on Unsplash

I had hoped to see seals too – only to discover that it was an either or proposition. The two are seldom seen together. Perhaps we shall have to make another trip.

A trip here would not be complete without seeing some Highland cows. There are three in a field nearby and I have seen countless others in the farms surrounding the town. My husband noticed that the ones he passes on his daily walk with Hermione have companion birds who presumably feast on the ticks and grubs buried in their shaggy, voluptuous coats.

Pheasants are in abundance as well as an endless array of field and sea birds. The salt water mashes on the edges of the forest at Nairn are home to many species that are endangered. I’m going to bring binoculars and a bird guide next time.

Once more unto the beach

Water is everywhere here. Rivers tumble into the sea from all directions and no matter where you are, the sea is there on the horizon. Nairn beach is sand and extends for miles; Findhorn, like the Black Isle, is surrounded on three sides. Land projects into sea and sea links to land through the river arteries.

The beach at Nairn
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Nairn beach is rather typical of a seaside town. Findhorn beach, in contrast, seems to have been hewn from another planet. To reach the East Beach at Findhorn, one must first negotiate the giant, marram tufted sand dunes and then scramble down onto the pebbly beach. The pebbles here are so rounded and so colourful that they seem to have been worked with a rock tumbler. They reminded me of sugared almonds in their pale nursery hues. Then this beach too drifts into sand.

What my less than perfect camera does not show is that almost all views of the sea have the mountains in the background. Some are snow capped and others rugged granite, but all an imposing backdrop.

Land of the fairy folk

When I suggested that Scotland was magical, well, I was not being entirely metaphorical. In these vast and often hostile landscapes, belief in the fairy folk who stole milk, made horses lame and stole children only to replace them with changelings was common. How else to account for the trials with which life assaulted you? And fairy folk (fair folk or good people as they prefer to be called) in Scotland are not especially nice. In fact, cross them and they are often downright wicked. Do not, under any circumstances, succumb to the offer of hospitality in a fairy hill unless you plan to stay there a hundred years.

Though few would now admit to believing in this mythical race, the Highland retains a sense of the possibility of the supernatural. We went for a walk in the Fairy Wood near Rosemarkie on the Black Isle and if I were to choose a setting for my tiny, underground neighbours, this would certainly be it: towering ancient trees, pristine burns tumbling along and the path ending at a perfect waterfall. The walk that was easy for others, was brutal for me, but as a childhood fairy lover, I was certainly not going to miss this treat. I would crawl home if I had to. Fortunately, that was not required. And my pains were rewarded with a dreamscape of nature.

In the realm of Titania
Image: Jeff Costello-McFeat

Next week, I shall embark on the cultural pleasures of Scotland. Till then – mar sin leat! (Goodbye) x

Heaven is in the Highlands

As you leave the Lowlands and enter the Highlands, the landscape becomes more elemental. Rolling, cultivated hills are replaced with bleak moorland interlaced with fiercely running streams and tiny waterfalls. At the roadside, the hewn pink and grey granite is visible, great slabs of pre-history.

The landscape takes on the strange geometry of a turtle’s back; small mounds intersected by pathways worn by water. The thought of breaking down is terrifying, for there is no shelter here, only the rust red bracken and heather low to the ground.

Yet, proceed a little further north and it changes once again. Replacing the barren hills are now endless forests wearing their autumn hues: flaring copper beech trees; pale gold birch leaves fluttering against their ghost-white trunks; ranks of pine in every shade of green. The colours rivalling Joseph’s dream-coat.

Autumn colours Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

And overlooking all are the mountains, the Cairngorms.

There are many beautiful landscapes in this country of ours, yet this, in its wildness, is by far our favourite and worth the fifteen hours of driving it takes to reach.

Arrivals

We arrived late on Saturday, ready to relax and enjoy our visit. Sadly, the cottage we’d booked fell well below expectations. It looked as though it had been furnished from a charity shop in the 1970s, had views on two sides of a garage and outbuilding and stairs so steep and dangerous that my husband decided we had to leave on the morrow. I’m not great with stairs at the best of times and these would be precarious indeed.

We found another hotel and were delighted to have done so. It called itself a ‘Wildlife Hotel’, which I thought was just marketing speak for being in the Cairngorms National Park. But they were true to their name. There were daily nature based activities, a library filled with books on birds and the local wildlife, and a lobby that played birdsong rather than muzak. Perfect.

A brambling Image: Lasse Nystedt

Sharing the hotel with a group of keen ornithologists made us more aware of the birds we saw. I think I spotted a flock of bramblings, above, at the Clava Cairns. They were tiny little things feasting on the beech nuts that had fallen from the trees. But whatever their name, they were adorable.

Visiting the reindeer

One of the reasons we decided to visit at this time of year was that there would be reindeer in the paddock. The Cairngorms contains the only herd of wild reindeer in Britain, but sadly, they live high on the mountains for most of the year. In the autumn and spring (the rutting and birthing seasons), however, a few are selected to come down to the paddocks where those who are unable to hike the hills can see them.

They are gentle, shy beasts and though we were unable to walk among them, we were given a very close view.

A male reindeer Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

As they were being fed at the time of our visit, we asked the herder about his job and the reindeer. It was a very personalised visit, as we were the only ones there!

Water, water everywhere

Across from the reindeer centre is Loch Morlich – a huge expanse of water fringed with woodland. Walking some of its perimeter in the fragrant pine forest is a glorious, multi-sensory experience. The wind whispers through the trees; the pine exudes its clean scent; the ground beneath crinkles as one pushes through the fallen leaves; the air tastes fresh as chewing gum and the view is a magical combination of leaf and moss and sparkling water.

Forest bathing has long been practised as a way to find peace. For me, the enclosure of the trees not only brings a spiritual calm but takes me right out of the world itself into a timeless, mystical place. Time simultaneously collapses and expands. There is only that moment and that moment is part of eternity.

It was perhaps less of a spiritual experience for the dog, but she loved it all the same. In her exuberance, she raced through the trees, jumped in the burns, ran circles on the beach and chased the ducks into the water until she realised quite how cold it was. This is doggy heaven too.

Jeff and Hermione at Loch Morlich
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

The water runs down from the mountains, but often from the sky. We managed to avoid the wet weather and only experienced a few, light showers. Yet, rain aside, what the water brings is magnificent. Perhaps getting a little wet now and then is not such a great price to pay.

On the left, rain so fine that it is barely visible. In the centre, the river at Carrbridge and on the right one of the many burns that are everywhere.

A little culture

Though there is not much that can lure us away from nature, any cultural stops in nature are just fine. We revisited Culloden, a place of such sadness that it emanates from the very soil. Having dutifully wandered the modern and well presented museum, we caught the tail end of a guided walk. The leader was young and exceptionally well informed and made the whole tragic tale of the Jacobite rebellion finally come clear.

Jeff then found a Highland mystery set in the area, The Bookseller of Inverness , which further explained the consequences to the Highlands of that fateful battle. It is a gripping read that helps fill out the dry facts of history.

A trip to the Highlands is not complete without a castle, so we signed up to a walk led by a heritage guide to visit the newly restored Blairfindy Castle. It’s more of a fortified house than a castle, but fascinating all the same. Today it is used as a sanctuary for birds and bats, with boxes nestling in the ancient walls. I love that its purpose now is to protect nature rather than repel raiders.

Blairfindy Castle in the sunshine
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Friendly faces

No trip is enjoyable if the locals are not welcoming and the Highlands are exceptional in this regard. One is always greeted on walks and treated with kindness and friendliness in shops and restaurants. For somewhere so far removed from anything, it is a remarkably cosmopolitan place. We met folks from all over the world who married Scots or who arrived here and never went home. Due to the Clearances and the lack of economic opportunities in the area, there are sadly not so many natives, but those who have chosen to live here have done so because they love its unique qualities and that leads to a very happy population.

We also received a warm Scottish welcome from my adorable aunt and uncle, who invited us for a delicious lunch and visit on our way there. It may be a long way to drive, but it also affords us the opportunity to see relatives we might not otherwise be able to see.

Happy times with Edwin and Morag
Image: Jeff Costello-McFeat

Our return journey gave us the chance to catch up with my dear university friend, Liz, and her husband, Peter, in East Anglia. They had organised a fabulous dinner party including my old cello teacher who had moved to the area (long story!)

There are those whose ideal holiday involves sipping cocktails on a Caribbean beach; others shopping in a large city. But me? Stomping through the woods in my wellies is my idea of heaven.

Far from the Madding Crowd

Holidays are always an excellent time to reflect on how we live. When else do we have the time to muse on such matters? Every time I get away, even for a short visit, I try to think of how the new location can give me inspiration on how to live my life when I return. My recent trip to the Highlands is no exception. It has highlighted how important it is to step out of the manmade into the natural world; how a cheery greeting can raise our spirits; that we are only a tiny part of the great and ancient world we inhabit and how the magical surrounds us.

Moors and mountains Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Strangers welcome

The Highlands are unusual in this populated isle in that they offer one of the few truly wild landscapes. Moorland and mountains stretch as far as the eye can see and often, a tumbled-down croft is the sole indication that people once resided here. Yet it is simultaneously a sociable and welcoming place. Weave along the excellent roads for a while and you will arrive in a pretty little village where folks are exceptionally sociable. Here, you can expect a friendly wave and greeting; in cities, you can barely expect eye contact. Perhaps the reason for this is that in such a harsh environment, you have to depend on, and be nice to your neighbours. Or perhaps the lack of people makes company a welcome thing. Or perhaps the Highland Scots, bathed in daily beauty, are an unusually friendly bunch.

A natural retreat

Few things soothe the body and mind better than time spent outside. Despite the rather chilly temperatures, we spent as much time outdoors as possible. The result? An excellent night’s sleep and a mind filled with nothing but fresh air. For me, woodland is my happy place. I suspect that all the months my mum parked my pram under a tree in the garden while she got on with the housework started this. And a fractious baby is unlikely to stay that way long with the scent of leaves, the soothing effect of green and the pleasing symmetry of the fractals of leaves. As for adults, the positive health benefits of forest bathing have been well documented. In the forest, our inner child becomes ascendant.

Into the woods Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Eye spy

Of course, part of the delight of exploring the natural world is in discovering its denizens. On the walk above, I spotted an osprey resting high above in the limbs of a dead tree. Later I discovered clumps of giant snowdrops and daffodils still encased in spears of green. A little frog was making its way across a tiny bridge and the forest floor was littered with every type of pine cone and the trees festooned with gorgeous, cobwebby Scottish beard moss.

Seeking the sublime

Like the Romantic poets, I’m drawn to what they would consider sublime: landscapes containing a certain frisson of danger, of majesty, of vastness twinned with heart-stopping beauty. The Highlands are replete with such landscapes. So what is the purpose of the sublime? Surely it is to create a heightened sense of emotion; to jolt us out of the everyday and mundane and if we are so inclined, to push us towards creativity. Unfortunately, my days were too filled with adventures to find any time for the art I’d planned, but now that I am home, I have plenty of images to draw upon.

Forbidding mountains, brooding skies and wind ruffled loch fringed with woodland. A Romantic’s dream.
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Know your place

Such landscapes, naturally, have the effect of making our own lives seem somewhat insignificant. The mountain cares not if you make it home; the loch is indifferent to whether you return ashore. Live or die: it matters not to them. And sometimes such brutal disdain is good for us. Our egos tend to exaggerate our sense of self and our importance. A gentle correction from nature does us no harm.

Similarly, witnessing the many ruins of castles and crafts scattered across the landscape reminds us of how even the most sturdy of constructions will ultimately collapse under the weight of time. Like Ozymandias, those edifices we build to show our power will one day be the ruin that catches a traveller’s eye.

Castle Roy 12th century fortress to tourist destination
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Magical sites

A similar effect is achieved at the very ancient sites that abound in this region. Staring at a 4,000 year old cairn is likely to make our own life-span seem rather puny. However, that said, the cairns/standing stones also have a telescopic effect. As I ran my hand across the brilliantly built walls, I thought of my ancestors and how harsh life would have been. But I also thought of how I am alive today because of their fortitude. I wanted to reach back to tell them that we made it. That where they trudged the landscape on foot, we had metal steeds to carry us. Where they had to forage, we simply had to shop. The biological imperative to create new generations had been fulfilled over that great bridge of millennia.

Clava cairns and standing stones in their woodland grove
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Though unlike the ruins, these sites have a spiritual component. It is impossible to explain how deeply moving these places are. They are magical, mystical and take us far away from our everyday cares.

Joy!

And lastly, the magnificence of nature brings us joy. It would be impossible to say how many times my husband and I came across a vista that actually made us gasp at its beauty. We simply could not stop ourselves smiling. ‘Look! Look!’ we would say to each other as yet another amazing scene came into view. Each new day seemed to top the last and it seems fitting that our final destination topped them all. Loch Morlich, outside Aviemore, combined everything we love in one place: snow capped mountains, a clear lake, sandy beaches that were backed by pines. But I am open to our next visit providing us with something even more extraordinary.

Loch Morlich on a perfect spring day
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Souvenirs

Our souvenirs are not trinkets but memories and reminders that finding places of peace, of sanctuary if you will, are essential to our well-being. Sadly, we won’t be able to return to the Highlands for a weekend, but we can bring the magic of that world to our own. No matter how urban our environment, we can find those still places and, if we adjust our vision, we can see worlds of wonder within them. I took our dog, Hermione, to the local park today and though it was fairly busy, there were little quiet spots to enjoy. Tadpoles wriggled in the fish pond; grey squirrels skittered up trees; dogs loped across the grass. My brief trip there was like a micro vacation from daily life. It replenished me for a very busy afternoon. The word holiday is derived from holy day. Perhaps we should remember that and honour its regenerative qualities.

You Take the High Road and I’ll Take the Snow Road

Good advice wherever you are
Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Though the Romans may have mastered the art of road building, the Scots have perfected it. All across Scotland you can find tourist routes that take you through the most breath-taking scenery and past any number of historic landmarks and curiosities. Our trip to the Highlands this week has been filled with such road journeys, but the most impressive of which was certainly the Snow Road which winds through the highest elevation of the Cairngorms National Park.

The Snow Road map Image: Snowroads.com

I confess that we didn’t make all of it, just to the picturesque town of Ballater. We will leave the rest for our next visit.

As I am currently on holiday, this post will be a brief photo-journal of our trip along the Snow Road at the beginning of March. I hope that you enjoy travelling with me and perhaps will take a trip of your own some day.

Framing the view

One of the earliest stopping points is for the inspired art installation that literally frames the view. This witty piece, so different from its surroundings somehow makes itself at home in this ancient, slightly forbidding landscape.

An artwork with a view Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Promised snow

The road builders were aware of the distractions to drivers on these routes and so provided numerous stopping points to admire the scenery. Though it’s been a mild winter and moving into spring, snow still clings to the tops of the highest mountains making a delightful alpine vista.

Moorland and mountain tops Image: Jeff Costello-McFeat

There were even intrepid skiers on the slopes at Lecht, but the conditions looked a little less than optimal.

The Watchers

A little further along is another art installation called The Watchers. Placed high above the valley, it is the ideal place to bird watch as eagles and other birds of prey swim through the sky. The sculptures contain benches, giving a welcome shelter from the biting winds.

Art and comfort Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

A royal town

Our destination was the picture perfect town of Ballater where Queen Victoria used and improved the local station to satisfy her comfort and convenience when travelling to the nearby Balmoral. Set in a sheltered spot, the town clearly was the ideal stopping point for wealthy tourists visiting the wild landscapes of the Highlands.

Ballater Station in a town of equal prettiness Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

The Return

Our return journey, in shifting our perspective, made it seem like an entirely new one. There were bridges and burns; chimneys built and abandoned by the road builders; quarries and bike tracks winding across the landscape. For a few hours we were immersed in the ever shifting landscape of snow capped mountains and heather clad hills and ancient woodland that is the Highlands. I suspect it won’t be long before we are back to explore some more.

Journeys of Discovery – 1

I have had the good fortune to travel quite extensively throughout my life and each journey has been a voyage of discovery. As my children grew up, I looked forward to further trips with just my husband. I anticipated rather more civilised and cultured affairs than the slightly hair- raising exploits we tended to have with my two, very active boys. Sadly, life had other plans and with my diagnosis, I believed my days of adventure were over.

For a long time, Alexander Graham Bell’s quote was true for me.

“When one door closes, another door opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.”

– Alexander Graham Bell –

For ages, I kicked against the closed door, bewailing my fate. Eventually, I began to tire of my self-pity and began to look forward and not back. First, I had been utterly blessed to see all that I had. Gratitude is a great antidote to despair! Second, what was travel anyway? We spend so long asking each other where we are going and where we have been that we miss the most crucial question of why?

If we ask ourselves that question, it may prompt us to discover far more enriching and exciting journeys of discovery than two weeks at the beach – no matter how exotic the location. For me, journeys give the best opportunity to gain insights into other ways of living. They can be catalysts of change; an opportunity to adopt the best practice of others. Or they may simply give us the chance to see natural wonders that remind us of the beauty of the Earth and our responsibility to cherish it. The world is our classroom, should we wish to pay attention.

So what did I learn from a recent visit to the Scottish Highlands for the New Year?

The best things in life really are free

From where I live to the Highlands is an epic fourteen hour drive, so planned stops were needed. Our first was to one of my oldest friends, who lives in Leeds, and who kindly offered her hospitality.

There are few things more delightful than dinner with old friends, catching up on news and relaxing after a long day. We brought gifts, of course, but the evening was essentially without cost and of priceless value. Our added bonus was enjoying their knowledge of the surrounding countryside and a visit to Malham Cove – a geological wonder in the Yorkshire Dales.

Malham Cove – a crescent shaped inland cliff Image: Wikipedia

This glorious spot was more or less accessible with my scooter and I thoroughly enjoyed the majesty of this weird anomaly of an inland cliff. The UK is never short of surprises.

Collective action and perseverance can achieve the seemingly impossible

Our next stop was Stirling and since we’d missed the castle on our last trip, we decided to rectify it now. It is a magnificent building full of intricately decorated halls and impressive battlements, but what made the visit for me was seeing the newly completed reproductions of the Unicorn Tapestries which had been commissioned to adorn the walls of the Queen’s inner hall.

The Unicorn in Captivity. The seventh and final tapestry in the series. Image: Google images

These tapestries had taken fifteen years and a large number of weavers to produce. I cannot imagine the stamina of those artisans who laboured every day to produce at best inches of tapestry. (One of the guides said he would look in on their work and after eight hours wonder if they had done anything at all.) We are so used to instant everything that we forget how much time, determination and skill is required to make something that is truly awe-inspiring. Together, those weavers worked to create objects of incredible beauty from something as simple as coloured threads.

Nature provides her own gallery

But no matter how awe-inspiring the art of human hands, it always pales in comparison to the master. We reached the Highlands at last and they were breathtaking.

Being out in nature always lifts my spirits; being out in the wilderness makes my heart soar. Discovering that our hotel looked out on some of the many woodland walks around Grantown on Spey was a much appreciated late Christmas present.

A walk (or scooter) in the woods. Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

Community is forged in adversity

Beautiful though this landscape is, it is also brutal. Whilst we may have loved meandering through woodland, picking fallen moss and pine cones; the inhabitants of this region would have had to battle the vagaries of the weather, the intractability of trees and inhospitable nature of mountainsides to farming. This is a region that has known hunger and hardship.

What these struggles have produced, though, is a community full of resilience, immense generosity and kindness. Those who formulated the myth that the Scots are mean, I suspect never crossed the border!

In a world where people still depend on one another, community is not just a trendy catch-phrase but a way of living. Though the village was tiny, there was plenty going on and we never passed anyone without at friendly hello and perhaps a wee chat. Strangers though we were, we were welcomed by everyone.

Hogmanay (New Year’s Eve) is celebrated throughout Scotland with great vigour and our village was no exception. Towards midnight we went to the main square – already heaving with people of all ages, some dancing near the stage with the the folk band.

We were treated to an amazing firework display before heading back to our hotel for the piper accompanied by two young Highland dancers. Wired with excitement, and needing to recover from the cold, we took advantage of the ‘wee drams’ on offer with other treats also. All of these were provided by the hotel at no extra charge even though our stay was hardly expensive.

Our history shapes us and speaks to us

There is not space to write about all the historical sites we visited, but they included more castles, battlegrounds, ancient standing stones and my favourite: the Clava Cairns of Outlander fame. Though I grew up very close to Stonehenge and an array of pre-historic settlements throughout Wiltshire, this Bronze age site excelled them all. There were no fences and no visitor’s centre, which meant that, a few selfie-taking tourists aside, we were able to fully absorb their magical beauty in this quiet enchanted grove of ancient trees.

The mystical Clava Cairns. Image: Karen Costello-McFeat

They demonstrated to us that our ancestors were brilliant engineers who were able to orientate the openings of the cairns to align with the sun at the winter solstice. Whatever we build today is merely an extension of the ingenuity of our forefathers.

They were a spiritual place too. Having been used as a place of worship for centuries, if you stood quietly, you could feel those heart-felt prayers of long ago: for a peaceful afterlife, a good harvest, love and health. For that moment at least, we did time travel to stand with those who lived before us.

So, let us think why we travel where we do and how it can enrich our lives. We do not need to travel far, but we do need to travel deeply. If we do this, each journey will bring discoveries that we can apply to our everyday lives. If we travel thoughtfully, both our communities and the planet will thank us.